Sunday, July 25, 2010

Slowing down time

I feel like I have been in complete rut this entire summer. My friends have been unavailable. My family has been unavailable. Things started to feel good when I hung out with a certain person, but then it all started to feel wrong, like it normally does. Because I know it is, and in the end that person is as hot and cold as Pennsylvania weather. There was alot I wanted to accomplish this summer and I only did a few of those things. I finally started sewing like I used to, and ended up suprising myself. But then I did not really go out of the box with what I did. I wanted to do something exiciting and out of the ordinary but such luck. At this point all I can really do is focus on the future and try to treat time less like its minutes passing and more like its moments and experiences passing me by and I better put more value to it or I will be wondering where all of it went someday.